Day Eight: Flicker
A brief flicker of… something, during this morning’s session. I had a minute or two when I thought I was getting the hang of it, really focusing on the flame. I felt some determination, some gumption for a while, to concentrate on the tip of this damn candle, no matter what. However, that drifted off […]
Day Seven: Same mind, different day.
In a strange turnabout from the past couple of days, last night I didn’t sleep very well, and kept on waking up and not drifting off again for ages. I also had yet another struggle getting out of bed — I wonder if there’s an unconscious desire not to get up and get on with my changed […]
Day Six: Still a Sleepyhead
I went to bed early last night, and I think I slept fairly well. But yet again I woke up this morning tired and really struggling to get out of bed. Oddly, it’s twenty past ten in the evening now — I’ve just got in from my novel-writing class — and I feel quite awake. I’m going to take […]
Day Five: Tired as a Tired Thing
Ugh. So, I went to bed earlier than usual tonight, and had trouble this morning dragging myself out of an odd dream (involving a hotel room, like the last time, but this one was about the battle for a contract between two rival mobile phone companies. I’ve probably been exposed to too much iPhone hype […]
Day Four: Maybe just a touch of progress
I’m going to do this “bass ackwards”, as I heard one of the guys on the Mac Geek Gab podcast put it once. This morning’s experience first: Not too bad. I remembered to drag myself out of bed and straight into the shower — waking from a very bizarre dream indeed about a long-term stay in a […]